gah the birthday has been long over but still... *tries to alter the date* D:
{ DEAREST BASSIST! ♥ }
you were driving me crazy for the past few days T___T
happy 26 you, it's only gonna get better and better!
still looking so awefuckingsome and lovable 8D
you lack a nose but it's okay XD
LOVE x1000000^2394623309 <- i know my math.
&I'M BACK! suffered from room/tv/internet/bolster/reita-sickness and right now my head is all giddy @_@ the long coach rides were the best though sometimes it was hot and it made me all dizzy but i got to snuggle up at the back of the coach with yanting and kelly together with my mp3! yesssss so music and long rides minus the heat and dumb scenery = therapeutic! and i'm going to have more new music in my ipod because i bought a LOSTPROPHETS CD so ima rip it HIROSHIMABUMBAYEY! XD
and on a random note (that people won't be interested in): wah? kai's trying to get uruha to quit smoking? AWMAHGAWD I NEVER THOUGHT A DAY LIKE THAT WOULD COME! *spazzes* uruha's like... one of the heaviest smokers in the band?! XDDDD that would only mean... uruha's gonna focus all his attention to drinking 8D~ ahhhh but really, i can't imagine uruha not smoking. but fact is that he's already not touched a cigarette for TWO (FUCKEN) WEEKS! 8O <--shock. you doin' good urupon yoo make mammy puraoudo! (you make mummy proud XD) now you can make ruki go to a corner to think and reflect on how he PHAILED at quitting smoking XD REFLECT RUKI! BAD, BAD RUKI. AND AND AND reita thinks the way penguins walk is cute! OMFG ADORABLE 8DDDD (both the penguins and reita XD)
so now that i'm back, i need to do a few things: SHOP, STUDY, GET $$$, AND A HAIRCUTTTT!!! and 24th may my parecl officially got dispatched to overseas! i'm still waiting for new updates on my registered mail FWAAAHHHH. and i need to stop spazzing over the keyboard.
still fucking giddy help! x_x;; i swear the long bus rides made my brain go all wonky.
[EDIT] okay, after like twelve hours of sleep, i'm STILL giddy. especially right now i feel it the most when im in front of my tablet pc. like i'm going to fall off the chair any moment. pssshhhtt. eh and the blister i got from ice-skating! omffffggg hurts like a bitch you can see my flesh! pus and blood can't stop oozing out from the plaster ewww. k someone get me to stop whining.
i think i'm in love with Hal! <3
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xiuwen accompanied me today to the post office. it was amusing. my hands were shaking as i wrote the address, and goodness knows how many times i had to write both addresses i think i can memorise them by heart already haha. and it's really funny how the actual gift is like... smaller than the size of a ten dollar bill folded in half, but i packed in into a rather big paper box, bubble wrap around it, stuffed it into a bigger envelope (size C4!), and being the paranoid freak i am i decided to pack it into an even BIGGER cardboard box just to be extra safe (so it doesn't get squashed). so the result was like.. a package bigger than the size of a magazine! ZOMFG. he's gonna have fun opening up layer by layer and be amused at how it's like 6 LAYERS in total 8D.
eh postage was like 14 bucks. getting the mail registered was like extra money (it's always better to be able to track the status of the mail! and i shall check for it everyday~). so grand total i calculated... close to 65 bucks (all costs included). WTFFFFF. not that i'm complaining though. i guess the company will prolly do a check and open up the stupid humongous box to find a small envelope in it and they better not open THAT up and ruin it! D: AND the postman better not fucking screw up it better fucking reach there safely, if not, the parcel better fucking get sent back to my address! eh wait, if the parcel gets sent back, i COULD be in trouble. gah, what a fucking gamble!
sorry for the incessant swearing.
for rants, i have three minor ones and one major one. ONE: i know people have asked me out recently to do some catching up, and i said 'yes, some other day' but i've never contacted them back. yes, i KNOW. TWO: i really don't need to know how rich you are; normal conversation plzkthx! every single time you make me more positive about how it's perfectly alright if you walk out of my life totally. THREE: you know ipod's sound quality is just bull. iriver FTW!
& tomorrow i shan't go to school because i want to sleep, stay at home and mope around, and do some stupid packing before i leave. FYI i hate packing. gets me all nostalgic and frustrated. REALLY not looking forward to the theme parks and the food in m'sia, but am looking forward to the shopping (hopefully there're decent stuff there >>;) and the 'stay up till morning' nights in the hotel rooms together with the rest (: and i hope i don't get homesick. i will miss my bolster... AND OMFG THE INTERNET!!! *dies* x_x;; *clings*
A BIG THANK YOU TO
kimberly, for holding me up and for the hot milo (which was still tasty even though it was cold)
julia, for wiping my sweat for me and cracking jokes to make me feel better; yes i heard you (though i was unable to laugh)
xiuwen, for trying to fan me with your fingernail-less hands XD the wind was rather good haha.
clare and kelly, for fanning me with your math A file and vball jersey plus eastina--for the much appreciated company!
i want to give you girls a big squish for just staying there to keep me company (i honestly thought i was going to die--YET AGAIN XD) and offering to carry me to the sickbay although i don't think i'd make it there and i prefer the floor to the sickbay beds ANYTIME 8D
and to the rest for all your concern, i heard you--all your voices (though i was feeling too terrible to talk or laugh or open my eyes. i felt worse everytime i had to speak or i sense people crowding around actually, but i'm not going to complain XD)
i hate to admit it, but yes i have to say that i'm fucking touched and thankful to you all for being there. TOUCHED YO. i can't remember the last time that i was when it came to.. people. >>; damn but i was looking all ridiculously unglamorous (it's embarrassing!) cause i was all @_@;; and x_x;; messy hair and all; someone please hit me on the head for still having thoughts like that XDDDD
ah, it was really amusing when out of the 9327469328 times the teacher took my blood pressure and pulse, 99.9999% of the time it was non-existent and only one time that the machine did show something other than a zero it displayed ERROR XD AWESOME. they said i was inhuman but hmm, i'd like to believe that i have very big blood vessels XDDDD
i need to stop scaring myself when i'm in the moment XD i believe the past two similar incidents that happened wasn't because of the stupid earring or earhole but the low blood pressure! :O anyway, i haven't gone to see REITA in JAPAN yet, so until then i'm going to be AYE-OKAY! only after i've met him i'll be then free to die of hyperventilation or whatever 8D
elective, holiday trip, holiday plans, current playlist, an cafe & birthday presentelective has been slack and fun! i was really scared to do a portrait because i never believed that i was good at drawing any human body parts or anything else besides a deformed figure. turned out better than i expected, but i still prefer sketches to be on paper by pencil than to photoshop with a stylus pen (unless it's colouring?) i drew hiroto anyway; i wish he would be my brother 8D i would have drawn reita if he wasn't missing a nose and his fringe wasn't covering half his face. or ms wong will say that i cheated XD
[EDIT] completed with colour now! *_*
& kinda bummed out that on the MOST ANTICIPATED DAY OF THE YEAR, i'm going to spend it in A PLACE WHERE I'M NOT ALL THAT ENTHUSIASTIC TO BE IN. or rather, KINDA RELUCTANT. fucccckkkkkkk.
hope to get a job with flexible working hours at a bistro, or some other slack place. if all else fails, i will go back to my grandaunt's restaurant. i BADLY need money. this year is going to be terrible if i don't. also planning to study a bit to get decent grades for JCTs, so airport, wait for me!
current playlist consists of songs from Ellegarden plus some christian rock (zomg it's english!). From Ellegarden i have Addicted, Ichi, Rosuto Waarudo (Lost World), Batafurai (Butterfly), Shi? Ku? and Salamander. highly recommended because those few are my favourites out of the really good pop-punk sounds they produce and reminds me a lot of Sum41 (you know Sum41 rules like whoa!). and i never knew that christian rock could be so addictive; it came as a surprise. i have 'pour' by skillet (refreshing sound), 'everyone' by esoteric (easy listening), 'yours' by tobymac (hard rock like whoa, it so sounded like linkin park) and 'puppet' by thousand foot krutch (rock and hip hop hybrid, i actually mistook them for limp bizkit!). so far i really like thousand foot krutch's sound and their style (:
AN CAFE RECRUITED TWO MORE MEMBERS AFTER BOU'S DEPARTURE?! the new guitarist is fine but someone convince me to not feel repulsed by the new keyboardist @_@;;
spent 50 bucks odd on the bassist's birthday present; envelopes, box, card and pens included. yes i even went to buy pens of his favourite colour to use (: i have my colour scheme all planned! gold and silver on black-everything! pretty damn proud of myself but now i'm just hesistating. because the last thing i want besides the post office/man/shipping to screw up and lose my present is the company interfering with it. my parcel better reach its destination and that's all that i care about right now. (i'm not really thinking about whether the other party would like it just of now) since i have a growing fetish for zippos, if i decide not to take the risk and send the present out, i could keep it for myself and send out the card (i'm pretty attached to that lighter anyway *o*) i want to be assured first that everything will go as planned. i don't think i can send it out and make it reach a few days before the 27th, and i definitely do not want it on the actual day or during the peak period, so belated it shall be :\ damn, i'm so NOT a birthday or a gifts person, but i guess when i do, it really surprises me at to what extent i will go all out to make it perfect 8)
[EDIT] completed with colour now! *_*